A few things that make me jealous

Okay so today I wanted to do something more personal and talk about a few things that make me jealous of girl's whilst I'm still male. I know some of the things don't seem personal and may seem a little stupid, but to me they mean a lot.

1) Clothing

There's nothing to me as big as this. The skirts, the dresses, everything. I can't wear any of them in public, or when other people in my family are around. A lot of clothes I find extremely beautiful and I suppose I'm sort of like two genes (science reference). Two of the same can go together (boys and boys clothes) but two different ones won't work (in this case, boys and girls clothes). I don't have the freedom I wish I could. The things I want to wear, I can't and that upsets me a lot.

2) Hair

My hair goes up and out... like an afro. Again, I can't have it how I would like it. I want to have long blonde hair, but I have short brown hair. The complete opposite. I know that someday it'll happen, but sometimes "someday" is just too far away. I know that I'll be able to live how I want to at some point, but until then I can't.

3) Personality

How I come across to others is completely different to who I am. People who don't know "me" think I love action films. I do, but I prefer my Disney classics. Things like gaming as well. Sometimes I will sit down and play a game because there is still a bit of male in me. But the majority of the time, I prefer to be writing or reading. I'm two different people and I wish I could get rid of one of them.

That's all for today!

Love you all,
Ems!