So I haven't posted for two days... Blame it on coursework and obsessive thinking! But in those two days, I've been thinking a lot about what I want and I'm ready to share it with the internet. Of course, those of you who know me know that sharing things online isn't my greatest thing...
Here's what I've been thinking lately; to me, the best part of life is when you're a teenager. Put aside homework and social stress, and it leaves you with a pretty great life. You don't have to be serious and you still have major freedom. My original plan was to move out when I'm 18, and then talk to a GP so that my parent's wouldn't find out. Those of you who've read the other pages on the blog know that I'm not a big fan of my parents. Hate may be a strong word, but I do hate them.
That plan would mean I'd have the actual op when I was 20... If I could talk to a GP at 15, I would have a year of college as a teenage girl which is all that I want. The thing that I'm having deep thoughts about at the minute is if I could do something to be taken away from my parents. In all seriousness, the entire situation would be so much easier if that were to happen. There's a lot of short-term complications with the current thought, but a lot of long-term problems with the moving out when I'm 18 idea.
Many people won't understand what being trans is like when you're a teenager. A lot of people think "Oh, well why don't you just go and get a sex change then?" and there is so much more to it than just that. Two years of examinations which delays you, telling people close to you... It's not a simple thing.
Well, I think I've said a lot in today's post. Hope that leaves people in deep thought.
Love you all,
Ems!
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